I just put my baby to sleep and finally have some alone time. My husband is working late tonight so I got the couch and tv all to myself. Next week he is going on a business trip to Germany for a couple of days and I am left alone with our son. I feel scared. Is that normal? I don’t really know what I am scared of it’s just that I don’t like to be without him. We are so used of always being with one another all the time I mean we’ve been stuck with each other for the past seven years soon. All the small things that has to work in an everyday life of a family such as cleaning, laundry and grocery shopping now only rely on me myself and I and I think that’s what scary. Taking care of my son is of course always my main priority but what happens if he gets bored of me and misses his father? Will I really be enough for him? My head is spinning and I just felt like sharing some of my mother thoughts of the moments with you guys. But I know that in the end I will make it and on friday next week when my love is back I hope I feel like a better and stronger mother.